Insanity

insanity has found me
how dare i stray
thoughts chase me
and beat me down

i'm scared to sleep
the dreams are chaos
murder and sickness
past and future
spiders on the wall
beatles when i wake

a game plays through my mind
it's replaced the sheep
spoon to spoon
kettle to kettle
oh no a miss
restart

oh the horror of images
predatory urges
death for all
obsessivness
paranoias
plotting all the time

death should be a friend
i'm to arrogant
suicide is beneath me
freedom so far away
peace a delusion
sweet sanity
why do you hide
save me.